We’ve been having some crispy stormy weather filled with rainbows and thunders. My body wanted to just rest and take it easy as much as possible, after the intense allergy season. Children have been extraordinary, so immersed within nature and their fantasy. Yesterday I had some time alone and as much as I wanted to write my body was not letting me.
I sat there in silence, hearinG the chirping of the birds and I thought, well I have two choices: write against my will and end up writing something flat or I will trust the feeling and wait until I am inspired and rested enough. In the past I would have pushed through and force myself to do it, but now I see how much energy that would have cost me. I changed, I don’t really know how, but I know it is connected to trusting my feeling, that silent voice that is so tiny, yet potent and always there. Starting to be more quiet before taking action is an expression of self love.
It has been an obvious theme in my life that is also an important soul experience, which is setting boundaries and speaking up for myself when someone crosses them. There are plenty of examples with my family, that happened in the past and now I see why I felt bad after interacting with them. It’s because every time that happens my energy gets drained. What I started noticing was that the less encounters of such nature I have in my life, the more thriving I become, the more radiant and relaxed. My body was truly guiding me to start to listen to little signs and I will go into how having the sense of my boundaries helped me go after my life visions.